gantung.

baru sahaja lepas chat dengan a friend of mine. talking about his love affair, who recently got engaged. and how he was crushed. literally.

do u believe this saying, that some people are destined to fall in love with each other, but they are not meant to be together?

dulu saya rasa benda ni bullshit. if you love somebody that much, then why the hell you have to let her go?if your love is so strong, then why do you have to give up on that love?fight for her, prove to her that you are the only one who can make her happy, show to her that you are the best man.

dulu, saya terkena ini. saya tertanya ini.kalau kau sayangkan aku betul, kenapa kau tak rebut hati aku dulu? i spend my days thinking why that guy doesn't come back for me. seperti rapunzel yang ada bertenggek di atas menara tinggi, menanti si putera datang untuk mengambil hati. saya salahkan dia, kerana tidak tegar menunggu. i'll come around, bisik saya, tapi dia enggan dan pergi.

but after a decade of being in this situation, i finally understand.

he walk away, not because he don't care, but because he do care.

what is the use of lingering around, giving hopes when you know at the back of your heart, that you and her are just not for each other, due to some inexplicable complicated twisted circumstances?


so,the best advice that i could give to that dear friend of mine is, 

if you truly loves her that much and you want to see her happy, then let her go. she deserves someone who can loves her, someone who can take care of her, someone who can give the world to her. and it just happened that for the time being, you are NOT that person. 

'but can't i just linger around, just in case she wants me back?then she will know where to find me.'

itu kejam.kau sanggup tengok si dia keliru antara dua?kau sanggup tengok si dia yang mahu move on dan menempa bahagia dengan tunangnya, tapi dia terikat memandang kau dengan kenangan lama?kau mahu dia menangis teresak memikirkan yang you could be that person who is standing next to her, but you couldn't?

there is a time to fight for love, but there is a time to stop pushing as well. 'the best man wins' is bullshit. 'all's fair in love and war' is bullshit. if you truly truly belong with each other, then one day you will be. tiada yang akan menghalang selain mati. larilah pelusuk mana pun kau akan ketemu dia juga. 

buat masa ini, anggaplah saat kau berdua dengan dia sudah tamat tatkala cincin itu disarung ke jari manis si dia.

dan kau, try to find someone who can love you as well. tiada guna menunggu dan menunggu satu kehadiran yang kau yakin takkan termampu. tiada guna mengharap sesuatu yang kau pasti takkan berlaku. 

seperti yang saya cakap sekali, dua kali, tiga kali dan seterusnya;

kalau ada jodoh, adalah.

kalau tak ada, nak buat macam mana.

heart,i finally understand why you leave without saying goodbye.
and thank you for doing so.

sila perhatikan relevannya cerita pada video klip ini, bukan pada betapa panjangnya kaki luna maya ya.